The traffic

The traffic of the initial native place was very inconvenient in the eighties of last century for a￥. The car has stopped on the road joltly at a desolate small station as the platform for a long time. Not getting off yet, mother suddenly got an idea, stood up and pointed to outside and said: "Man Zi, your father meets you! "
The direction that I pointed along mother has been seen. See as expected a middle aged man is raising one's head and looking by wishing to hope in the car. He crowds and gets on the bus from the crowd getting off quickly, comes to mother and me. Mother language weep first, father make shoulder of her say what it will be, I did not understand. Mother just said to me in this: "Man Zi, call father! " It can not remember yet why I thought a￥ at that time, but " dad " Two words do not call the export all the time. Father has smiled, the face which touches me say that then squat: "My son will grow to manhood soon! " I am sorry the ground bows the head. Father's mandarin is very fluent, do not " depend on the hullabaloo " as the stranger on the car What place is say, my some can not be understood. a￥ is a standard handsome man by present talking about father. Non- high and non- short, non- fat and non- thin, the appearance is impressive, just there are very deep wrinkles on the forehead, slightly show vicissitudes. a￥'s father has lifted me with hands in the conductor's urgency sound. Mother is carrying the big bags and small bags to follow and get off together behind. One is carrying the schoolbag at this moment, little girl and mother who wear red scarf embrace and weep. Father says she is my elder sister. The elder sister comes over to call me, I have not uttered a sound with one's head low. Then a￥ is a piece of earth highway. The dust flies upward all over the sky after a car once in a while. Mother and elder sister talk and laugh behind. Father is giving me a piggyback still if the sudden big stride forward fly, his interest is very high, every a over village or a crossing should introduce. a￥ we walk for a long time, father's breath is more and more rapid, garment that shoulder are already drenched. I say to mother: "Mum, he is tired. " Mother comes over to wipe the sweat for father with the handkerchief, yes father has a rest a moment later and don'ts go. Father says that does not feel tired at all. a￥ we go to one bank of the river, father breathe heavily thick air say: "Get home quickly! " Then continue walking forward along the path of low bank of bank of the river. It is a village not big that I see in the front non- far, that was my native place originally. Five kilometers from station to the house, father has never had a rest. I can't help being filled with deep respect to him. a￥ the outdated wooden house of structure in house in we. When father gives me a piggyback and enters the room, the Manchus already sit inside. Someone takes over me to set free on a bamboo bed at once. Room for a moment behind the busy work, father want elder sister give everybody make tea, mother take out cigarette and candy issue everybody. a￥ everybody think expression in one's eyes of me seem animal to watch zoo general. I can not understand them " Depend on the hullabaloo " Say anything. Mother introduces to me one by one, want me to call them by one. What aunt, uncle's aunt, mobile telephone sister-in-law, cousin's hall sister-in-law, cousin's cousin, there is nephew's niece, in a word almost one has been arranged. I " eh, eh " Act like a child in being at mother the chest,call out each, everybody the getting getting more disappointing a more bit unavoidably. After a￥ everybody leave gradually, mobile telephone sister-in-law with nephew's niece is also talk with parents only. I wonder very much: The mobile telephone sister-in-law is similar to parents' age, should call the uncle aunts in the town, why is the family different! a￥'s mother and father have said some words in whispers in a low voice, say to me: "Man Zi, go to see your aunt. " a￥, that one, is called me " The full uncle " Guy I lift with hands walk out. We have abducted several curved, come to a strange household. a￥'s mother has walked up to an old lady and called " Elder sister " . Old lady and mother have said several sentences, see the situation and seem to greet each other. Mother embraces me over from guy's chest, want me to call old lady " aunt " with great emphasis ,I am affectedly shy and unwilling to shout. Mother is angry have to hit me, then big eyes stare at me. Old lady embrace, pass by me from mother's hand in a hurry, say something something in a low voice, the tear spins in the eyes. a￥'s mother has had a chat with aunt whole family for a long time very affectionately, until the elder sister tells mother, the aunt has come. Mother just bids farewell and holds me to come back home with aunt hurriedly. The feeling when I see aunt a￥ is different from all people. The aunt can't help sobing uncontrollably while embracing me in one's arms, it is of no avail how mother and father tries to stop. The aunt says, twitch without end all over while crying. Though I do not understand what she said, she is very sad that can see. Aunt a￥ has stopped gradually after crying for a long time. Not waiting for mother to recommend and urge this time, I can't help calling " aunt " . The aunt promises, embrace me tighter. a￥'s parents are distracted, thought that is misheared, seemed not to believe I will greet people voluntarily. I speak clearly what is the matter, see aunt feel very much cordial for the first time, have seemed to know for a long time. a￥ aunt calls two little girls nearby. Their one is cousins, one is the cousin. The cousin shouts youngly red, she often writes to me after I get back to the town from the countryside, have given me a great help and encouragement in study. a￥'s mother seems very guilty while talking with aunt, has said that is " unfair to " many times . In fact there are a section of secrets here: The aunt has no son, want me to be a son, mother disagrees. Just two years old for me when parents divorce, the aunt considers mother goes to the Northeast to bring alone it is difficult for the child, ask mother take elder brother the Northeast repeatedly, make son her I. But mother insists on taking me two years old to the Northeast. Mother says to the aunt privately while leaving so long as father agrees, the elder brother can adopt and become a son for her. The aunt only wants me, this just ends up in nothing definite. Perhaps just because of this, aunt and I have a kind of very deep mother and son complex. Even after I meet with a traffic accident, aunt has been fond of me to add straight of 8 9 nephews. I have gone home each time for many years in this way, the aunt sees me always embrace and weep. It is not to see aunts to flash nowadays for ten years. I see each time " The aunt " Two words sigh with deep feeling limitlessly, the feeling missed rises of itself. a￥

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